seeing things i shouldnt be seeing.
hearing things i shoudnt be hearing.
saying things i shouldnt be saying.
feeling like i shouldnt have these feelings.
hating for hating.
hating for loving.
loving to loving.
dreaming, dreaming, and dreaming.
why even bother wishing.
is it worth, the praying?
knowing that i shouldnt have these feelings.
in own stupidity.