Wednesday, November 24, 2010

melancholic merapu

seeing things i shouldnt be seeing.
hearing things i shoudnt be hearing.
saying things i shouldnt be saying.
infuriating.
annoying.
frustrating.
disappointing.
depressing.
feeling like i shouldnt have these feelings.
hating for hating.
hating for loving.
loving to loving.
infuriating.
frustrating.
disappointing.
depressing.
dreaming, dreaming, and dreaming.
wanting.
why even bother wishing.
is it worth, the praying?
knowing that i shouldnt have these feelings.
drowning.
in desperation.
in own stupidity.

2 comments:

Shaheera said...

what's going on? definitely need to catch up with you soon!

Anonymous said...

As everybody know human needs happiness, and is it so easy to be happy, just smile and u will be happy.