Sunday, April 17, 2011

my current life soundtrack

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa


Not a fan of miley cyrus, but this song fits with what's going on with my life right now.
so i'm just gonna have to go at it again in 6 months time.
sigh again.
hopefully this "failing pattern" of mine stops then. once and for all.
God help me.


Nana said...

I am sorry to hear that you didn't make it. Give it another try Emie! It's just around the corner dear...

spunkeymonkey78 said...

Time for choccies..sorry Kak emie:(

katakkundang said...

huhu..major bummer. thanx u guys.

Anonymous said...

Salam emie, ok i think u have decided to take the exam again. Another 6 months right? This time change your strategy, i think something is not correct. Maybe your study method, the way to analyse and understand things that you study. The way your answer is written on the exam papers. Whatever that is to be changed only you know it. Change that now and i think it will be evidenced in the coming exam results. You must conquer your emotions and be disciplined and study and study. Don't waste the time and money. After u work hard for this coming 6 months and if the same thing happen don't bother to study lagi memang tak de rezeki la tu. Just work as usual and enjoy life. You are a doctor already and that is quite an achievement. Dont'be sad by this small failure, remember you are already a doctor. You are already a very smart person. So take it easy ok. Maybe the examiners did not understand what you write because they are less smarter than you. Well that is also an acceptable possibility.

emie said...

thanx anon..whoever u are ;)

Anonymous said...

You are welcomed. By the way you have 6 more months to study and definitely you cannot do last minute study. Just make it a habit to study a litte bit everyday for let say 30 minutes a day in the morning before you go to work and may be look up from the internet the topics for your study of the day, let say another 30 minutes before you sleep. Make it sort of a library for you. Its fun to study from the internet.
Prepare early for everything. Forget coffee change to Horlicks may be. It could be a booster for your memory.