i have demons.
the ones inside me are clawing through to get out, show their faces to the world.
the ones outside are penetrating their way into my mind..my body..my soul.
and there's helpless old me in between.
trying desperately to fight them off.
i cant let them get to me.. then i'll become their slave..and be lost forever.
no turning back.
it's been a looooooooooooooooong losing battle.
and it's wearing me out.
too damn tired.
dont know how long i can hold on.